Sunday, August 20, 2006


todae i went over to find katherine.sian lahhs i read esther blog..i mean is like..muz she treat me like tt?im realli down rite now.bcuz she change me from inside out.n im realli tired of everythin tt is goin on rite now.muz she be so cold towards me?haiss..muz she hurt me so much?she sae to be normal frens.but she lie to me.me n her are neither frens or hi bye frens. we are like total strangers.im tryin hard to forget tt i even like her.i wan to cherish everyone around me.but it seems so hard .. everythin has change for me.everythin seems to be like memories.all the things i have around me right now,i jux dun cherish it.haiiss..maybe its time to end everythin..i dun wish to end my life..but the words esther sae jux keep on repeatin in my mind.she go le...she realli go le...why muz joanna get so affected by everythin she sae?if only esther reads this.if only she noes how much she hurt me.if only everythin has never happen.if only all this is just a bad nightmares.i dun mind havin nightmares. as long as all this didnt happen.i wouldnt have been in such state.i rather not tok to esther tt night abt renee and her zhihao.i rather everythin didnt happen.i rather be in love with others.

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6:48 AM

*************** Thursday, August 17, 2006



+___________+youwillowaxbemylittleprincess+___________+

 my love for you will owax stay.
though there's nth tt last forever.
i need u to noe it jux one last time,
if ure willing to return,
 i will wait on you. i'll be waiting..

tell me the truth-did u ever love me.

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7:01 AM

i so long nvr update le..hahas...haiiss...
all right so many things happen nowadaes.hais...
im veri down now...pass few daes im veri sad..why huh..
.im nt gonna tell..anywae...i noe sth..tts makes me veri veri sad.
haiiss...maybe tts the thing bahhs..anywae...
i am performin for teachers dae..haiiss yeah..
im rather happi,...im playin my favourite instruments!
oh yeah...anywae..haiiss im down...




i and jaz break frenship le.from now on onli will be me n kat.
no others anymore...onli me n her.we will stil live on without jaz.goodbye.

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gettin hurt by yew*
eva to fall in lurve
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